Okay I am really pissed, not even sure it makes sense to anyone else but those of us that suffer with IC, IBS, and other chronic ailments. So we got this blizzaard thingy going on. I just had a horrible dream in which not only woke me up be left me wanting chocolate. Shouldn't be a bad thing right?!!!!!!!!! For the normal person but since it is one of the things I need to avoid all I have is Carob stuff that just aint doing it after that nightmare. You know I really have not in my own opinion complained; I keep my cool about my restrictions. While some can't eat certain food like maybe pork, or fried food I have many restrictions but no chocolate; I can almost taste it..............
Hot chocolate is not it I want chocolate!
Not even a drink after a dream of being raped' chocolate! I just have to have everything in moderation or I will suffer consequences for my choices. Crap I ain't asking to get drunk. My life has it gotten better or worse. Do I post about this dream because it was scary and vivid but I think has more to do with other things and really don't want to hear somebodies BS about God and dreams. I am not certain this was of God this just has to do with my physical and emotional state.
Why what a rant all because I want some f;;;;;;;;;;;;;; chocolate! God help me I definately have a problem:-x
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