"Can't Give Up Now"
There will be mountains that I will have to climb
And there will be battles that I will have to fight
But victory or defeat, it's up to me to decide
But how can I expect to win If I never try.
I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
NOBODY told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me
Never said there wouldn't be trials
Never said I would't fall
Never said that everything would go the way I want it to go
But when my back is against the wall
And i feel all hope is gone,
I'll just lift my head up to the sky
and say help me to be strong
I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
Nobody told me the road would be easy
and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me
(HOOK)
No you didn't bring me out here to leave me lonely
Even when I can't see clearly
I know that you are with me(so I can't)
I just can't give up now
I've come too far from where I started from
NOBODY told me the road would be easy and I don't believe he brought me this far to leave me
I thank God for the littlest blessings reimbursment checks even of fifty bucks, or coupons that helped keep grocercies under the amount you needed. But then I have to deal with oweing money to school loans, a car that I need but not that bad, medical bills, etc, etc. I find myself a few days before my 34 birthday waiting to hear from disability I mean what choice do I have..............................
I appreciate that maybe I can write, maybe I can preach, maybe baby. But we owe so much money and our biggest concern is not fancy stuff but paying for gas, food, my medical stuff and we have insurance and yet we gotta plan co pays and all that.
I guess being snowed in has me wondering what now. I know I can survive this; I know God has a plan but shopping at the dollar store for pads is not what I wanna do long term. We are all doing bad and scared about the future.
For me I hate the feeling of insecurity, no stability, things being so unpredictable even with my own body. For me a high school drop out turned Rev. Yana Pagan aka Chaplain do I just give up NO WAY............
I guess all I am saying its easier to remember the bad moments than it is the beautiful ones. I guess that is why scripture talks about focusing our eyes on the prize and PRESSING ON!
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