But you don't look sick!

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 So, now I have to look sick!  Chronic Pain, shoot Aids, Cancer, Trauma, Abuse does not always have a sign or show on every person.  I get dressed, look cute to help my mood not to impress anybody but me.  Sometimes those days can be my worst dayz.  When will we learn that we can't judge a book my its cover.  Do you really want me to shout my  _______ hurts!!!!   Really for you whom have had to endure getting a yeast infection that is the worst and NO ONE understands but those that have had it before.  Do you really want to tell your co workers why you look so uncomfortable?  Some things are just PRIVATE!  I have choosen you my reader to share with but again I can decided how much to share.  Well, now that I am off my soap box.  I praise the Lord because I actually slept last night wich was AWESOME!  Not sleeping is not cool!  I am stressing but trying not stress; theses 40 dollar co pays and these expensive medicinces!  That I have to give thanks for something as wonderful as sleep.  Yesterday, as I took my neice and my adoptovive grandson around the sky was so beautiful it was red, purple and in a lot of beautiful colors those are the moments that I know God is showing off and am reminded He is in control!  
Well there is a lot on my mind but I am kinda tired at the moment so, look for a new blog later.  Here is hoping you have a good day.  And, let us remember that only God knows the true story of our lives and so try not to judge a book by its cover for only the Lord knows our intimate story.