I feel like..... I am not even sure but 8 months is a long time to be dealing with Chronic Pain like this. Yeah, I have always had health issues but this, this is insane. I realize that I can't be anything other than me at this moment. That I have to take care of me first which look like GOD, ME, and my hubby!!!!!!!!Then all the other crap. Because boy people sure know how to bring you down. I have to take care of me. I am not trying to be selfish by no means because I know God has given me a gift of being a care taker but people sure know how to suck life and joy out of you. I am speaking in general terms because for each of us it could be friends, family, television whatever. I think sometimes we have to learn to Pause/Selah and think about things!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why am I doing thing? For who? you know what are my intentions is this a relationship that is good for me? All those things. Life is short and the more we allow others to Sabotage we (if you your anything like what I am trying not to be) then you can really destroy things. I believe that God sent his son to bring us FREEDOM; we are the idiots who make all these rules. The Creator wants us to see we are connected and we need to love and respect and be kind to each other. I believe that Christ is my Prince of Peace and if I put him first I will find my healing. And so I have to set some real boundaries again in my life and realize once again that some people just love misery Search Amazon.com for boundaries
