Cured or Healed? http://www.upperroom.org/Devotional/[The formerly blind man] answered, "... Jesus made some mud, rubbed it on my eyes, and told me to go to Siloam and wash my face. So I went, and as soon as I washed, I could see."
-John 9:11 (TEV)
It is hard to wake up early in the morning knowing what I have to deal with! Yes, I am grateful I am not dying but the pain sometimes sure makes me wish I was.... Then to top it off this morning is another bad day its been a bad few days feeling sharp pains as if its labor from both ends; anybody understand what I am talking about. Then I am trying to make summer plans but can't because I can't even guarantee what I can do this week. We got stuck in traffic in NJ yesterday and I missed my turn because of the new construction and not only was it a pain in the ass then it is NOW! Its just too much and when people cannot comrehend how can you trully share. If people do not get that I am healed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am free!!!!!!!!!!! I have hope.!!!!!!!!!! But I am just not cured of all this stuff but I trust one day, one day whether that is in this life or the afterlife God will complete the good work he has begun in me; even if I don't get it so thats that!
Now I gotta get ready! Happy St. Patricks day! Have one for me since I can't drink!
