Today, I had an interesting day. Interesting not really in a good way but in a very emotionally exhasuting way. More so cause I continue to come to some relatiozations about my life that really suck. I explored the loss of not having parents. That love that makes you feel worth something, the love that makes you feel noticed and alive. I shared today how difficult it has been during certain moments, not to have the love of my parents. Then as I shared this with some friends I realized that I also feel the loss of my grandfather and great uncle. I just wish my life had not experienced such loss but that is all I have come to know. I expect loss.......
I want to know what it is like to expereince the embrace of love. The embrace of a mom. The embrace of a dad. The embrace of God!!!!! The embrace of those that care and love me.
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